Mean a lot!!

Things keep happening in and around me, and yes they do mean a lot to me. The long rides, the silent breaks, the chirpy googis around, the naughty kids playing... Everything makes a mark in my mind, in my memory. I've never had a more peaceful passage of time than I had today. I've never felt what I felt today. Pakka, promise this was the third best day of my life... Someone did make it special for me...

And I did capture things in my camera cause I did have one today with me. Though it was a simple camera and not a digicam, I did capture things the way I always felt like. There is so much peace in the world, there is so much joy in the world, but the only compensation for finding them out is being at the right places at the right time with the right person.

Nevertheless... as it stands, the semester is over. I am going home tomorrow afternoon. Will be back here on 2nd January 2006.

"Don't miss me so much, I am there toh with you always !!!!"

Butterfly

Fine...

Today morning, I saw a butterfly, not just one, sorry, I saw two of them. And I even told her that I saw two butterflies. They were white, good white enough (or perhaps beige). They were fluttering outbreaks flutters... Wow that was an awesome sight. More so, it made them look even more beautiful because they had a dot each on both their wings. A big green dot. I tried some goggling, and got some name like a cabbage butterfly, blah blah.. but one name I particularly found striking... A White Butterfly. Yes, that's what was written there toh.. White Butterfly. I wish I could capture them, Only If.... But nevertheless I found a similar photograph on Google, so here it is.

Today was a good day for me. It was not just good, it was special.

Thanks a lot !!

My dear butterfly, Thanks!!

Where there is Hope, there is a smile!

It must have been a high order of fortune

when I am saying this.

Someone say, be Optimistic. Fair Enough.
Someone says, look at Better Things in life. Fair Enough.
Someone says, Love, Fair Enough.
Someone says, Keep Smiling. Fair Enough.
Someone says, Never Feel Lonely. Fair Enough.

Well well well, all this and so much more to it, between us!!
See, I've got a flickr on my blog... nice pics na?? Atleast I toh like them a lot. They mean a lot to me!!

Return of Innocence ??

Well well to start of with, lemme say, that I really like writing in the middle of the page, rather than justifying it in the square. Things like this dont need a justification. But there are so many other things in life, at almost every point of the curve, we need to justify things. It doesnt move ahead without that. Sometimes things just go out of control, and people still dont want to justify them. Why isnt the world JUST? Why do I feel that "the World is bad, People are bad". Perhaps I may be wrong, perhaps not!! But I do feel.. and why shouldn't I feel? When people argue without reasons, when people hate without reasons, when there is dislike without reason, when there is demand without reason.. there is a feeling in my heart that says what it says!!

Can there not be a little more innocence in the world ????

Well, there is, in some corner of the world, in some corner of someone's heart, and I know that. Even that person knows that. Thanks a lot !! For simply being there !!

Anonymous... who Anon?

The story of the Anon goes far back in time.

While in school, in our English language text book, we used to have poems by various poets. Sometimes we used to have some anonymously written poems too. It happened one day that while teaching one such poems, while I was in my fifth grade, the teacher suddenly asked us, "Boys, can you tell me whether this person 'Anon' is a male or a female poet?" Some of us said male, some female.. I dont know what the teacher must have thought, but she knew we were innocent. She had to tell us "Anon means Anonymous!!" And then some smart mate of mine got up and said, "Ma'am anonymous is neither a male nor a female!" It was then that I got the word, which meant 'someone who doesnt want to reveal his or her name'.

And now, here I am, allowing anonymous comments on my blog!!!! Common, there is a field in which you can enter your name after the message. You can put your name there, else your comment would be as bad as useless. Cause I wont have any reference!!!!!!

So please!!!!

Coming Up Next

One week of tense days, full tension, and stampede in my brain... its the end semester examination of the third semester. I just hope I do it well to get some good grades. My cumulative grade stands at 7.62, and I dont know how and when it will reach atleast 8. I just hope it does soon.

Never the less... I am studying, atleast trying to. Well thats a regular thing. Btw my first paper is of General Psychology. I find a particular chapter on Psychoanalytic theory very interesting!!!!!! Yo Sigmund Freud. I think everyone must go through a brief outline of this theory, search it on Google.com, you're sure to get something.

The other thing which I have discovered lately on the net is BBC radio.. its amazing.. there are so many channels......... and more than that, you can even listen to any past programme from the last seven days. News, Music, Discussions, Interviews, Soaps, everything is there. But the only problem is there its more related to Briish culture, so you may have to spend a lot of time finding a channel or a programme to suit your taste. But its a good one.

And yes, Raddoz......... You toh have simply flooded my blog with your comments.. a lo lo lo lo !!!! Ha ha.. But some people are frustrated with me and I dont know why... Anyways, its my right to express and its their right to express too, and eventually its my right to delete the comments from my blog, because ultimately its MY blog damn it !!!!!

My blogger view has gone upto 2120 at this point.. hmm good!!!!

A lo lo lo lo

Gosh.... this thing has gone into my head badly now and just doesnt want to come out!! Do you want it to come out Raddoz?? Nopes? Good!!

So where was I? Still celebrating Children's Day.. haha

No, actually this a-lo-lo-lo-lo thingy has gone into my head. And I am finding it hard to talk to anyone without doing this particular jing. What have you taught me baccha?? This is soo damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Flood !

Oh... my blog got flodded and so did my heart, when my heart put so many comments on my blog. Thanks a lot Raddoz!! You always surprise me. I thought you must have left a comment or two, but you left SIX!!! Seems someone has a real affinity for the number 6. Thanks a lot STILL!! The sweetest part of knowing someone like you has been the fact that I know you completely. How can I ever do without you???? Tell me.. tell me na... a lo lo lo lo!!!!!!!!!

Well well well.. To allow or not to allow thats the question

Hmm so I have been getting complaints like "Cant comment on your blog as I am not a blogger". Dont worry, now anyone can comment, even being anonymous!! Mamma, even you can comment. Raddoz, even you can comment!! Anyone can.. my blog is open for all to read and write!!

And btw, marathebasher, and all those like him please mind your language, cause a lot of people including my family read this blog. And someone dint like some of the comments. So all your comments that need to be censored WILL be censored!!

Happy blogging, ooPS sorry, happy commenting.

Comments open to all on all my blogs including past articles!!

"Go and Study"

I actually ended my last blog without telling another such story because someone told me to stop blogging and "Go and Study" !!

Wanted to capture the moment !

Some times I really feel like having a digicam. Not because of want of possessing one, not because of feeling like showing it off, not because everyone else has one, but because everyday I come across events and situations, sights and people whom I feel like capturing and freezing!! Sometimes I badly wish I did have one........ Anyways.. I dint have one today.
I was standing at a tea stall. The tea stall owner has a small child employed at his ranch. The child is no more than 2.5 feet tall and may not be more than 8 yrs old. But he was looking so sweet. Was wearing a wollen monkey-cap to protect from coat and that was almost not fitting him properly. I was making a phone call form my cell phone and he just stodd beside me staring at me, with his hed held low, tilted at an angle, almost touching his shoulder. EEEEEeeeeeeee looked soooo cute!!!!!!! And then some time later, I was sitting on a bench in front of the stall, there was no customer there. That kid seemed to have got some time off to have a bite. He was dipping a piece of bread in a small cup of tea and chewing it so sweetly. The way he was tearing that slice of bread was just so cute!!!!!!! There are such times when I feel like taking a snap and freezing the moment forever. How badly I wish I could do something for that child, but I just dont have courage and ideas enough to help him out. Monetary help is surely no help. So all I did was just smile at him and he smiled back. I guess that was victory!!

Twelve Days, Eleven Nights.

Gosh, I dont know how to put things together, cos these twelve days, including today have been the richest days of my life... I've seen it all in these twelve days... I've seen it all!!Victory, defeat, love, jealousy, pride, extreme happiness, belongingness, tiredness, frustration and peace!! Its obvious that I wont be revealing all cos its just too much to put in words... at the moment though!!It all changed on the eve before Diwali, which was on 1st November. And the turning of things dint stop.. my life kept rolling to see these various facets of human emotions and feelings. This is bliss, and this is what means being blessed by God. That is because today I am the happiest a person, that a person can ever be. Its just too good a feeling.
By the way, as said earlier, we did win the rangoli and illumination prizes.. so that was all the hype and hoopla surrounding it. Chapter closed.. it dint rain on November 1st.I certainly cant tell you here wat else happened, and wat else sent me through this furry of emotions...And also by the way our hostel LAN wasnt working for all these days, that was one reason for my frustration. For the illumination competition, the lights of the entire hall (hostel) had to be put off. So in that, the UPS, of our hall got f00ked up. They tried bringing in other UPSs, that too got f00ked up, they tried repairing everything but nothing worked. Finally.. a couple of UPSs were brought in and put to test, and still they wont work cos of wrong connections of the power suppply, and everyone thought the UPS was faulty. Perhaps the people who came to rectify the problem were not electricians, or electronic engineers, perhasthey were simply Mechanics. But now its running fine and well, and everyone is relieved!!!!! So many days without internet is fine, but without LAN and without DC++ is just not fine. All those movies and songs, and games.. baba re. I had four movies on my comp, and I watched all of them times over.
Anyways.. the details of my blog are very diferent from the header.. well it is meant to be this way!!!!!!

Whr am I ??

Well.. in short the UPS of our hostel server has got two blown off transistors. And if thats the only problem, I should be back at this soon, else I cant say anything.

BTW, it dint rain on November 1st, and we won the second prize in illumination and third in rangoli....

Watever..

Pleasure!!

But LAN must come back soon, everyone is so frustrated without it!!!!!!!!