And there I go...!!!!!

So??
I'm goin home after a sem of 4 long months. And I am feeling sad that I will be leaving my dear comp packed up over here. This is my last post from kgp and the last from my comp for the time being. Had good food after many days today.
So lookin back at this sem...
Some statistics...
NET MONEY SPENT Rs 11616
Avg exp per day Rs 98
Net exp on food Rs 2879
Avg exp per day (food) Rs 24
All this in 4 months....too much i guess...but cudnt help it anyways.
Apart from tht wat else did i get ....leave alone some failures which I dont wanna talk about ?
Just tht I saw this period through was a good experience and yes how can I forget tht i met soooo many new ppl this sem.
And now eager to go back home and meet my family and old friends. Lets see wat I end up with at the end of these summers...lots of travelling to be done and lots of things to be learnt. An now I have to shut down my comp and pack it up and sleep..I m feeling too sleepy..bbye.

Thinkin of a title today

Hey ppl...thrs more to my blog now..
a chat box and a hit counter.
Anyways thats a 'nevamind' stuff.
So today was the last paper of my first year final exams.
How were the exams...ask me not please.
Im goin home in two days from now....before tht hafta do lotsa packin and stuff like tht. Eager to meet my parents and friends and relatives et al. 30 hours of train travel is loomin large between me and my home. Meetin new ppl and old lookin forward to that now. None the less...long time since heard from PD and Photon and Ravan is gona come home later this summer..so thts how things are. Lets see how things move on.
Today even I dont know wat I will be doin..right now I started a radio for the LAN and was spammin for its publicity on DC++ and got muted for that by the administrator. By tomorrow i hafta shift all my stuff to the new hostel and get ready to leave this place..me leavin on Saturday at 3 pm by Gitanjali Exp. Cya :)

Roundabout

I dont want to be lost in the dreams of those things that I have seen not,
that only show me their face and then run away,
that dont mean to me anything at all really,
that dont form the part of my goal,
that wont help me to achieve that goal,
that would actually hinder the process in which I would try to search & work for my goal,
But what is my goal ?
My goal is getting those things that I dont want to dream about !!

Thnx a billion

A mark of a genuine friendship is the privilege of being yourself and still be accepted.
A true friendship always tells us that we are acceptable & accepted. This we all need to know.
We have a need to be accepted not for any special quality or some grand achievement, but simply for ourselves.

There are times
When the whole world seems to be against me,
There are times
When nothing happens the way it is wished,
When everything goes wrong
No matter what I think or do,
At such times you DONT bring hope and
Happiness into my life;
At such times I think
What would I ever do WITH you?
Thanx a billion for simply NOT being there.

Sometimes people say things that they dont really mean.
They are rude, they act nasty.
It may have more to do with them than me;
But it hurts all the same.
Especially when I let people make or ruin my day.

At such times I think of your UNkind and UNgentle ways.
How you MISunderstand me and DONT care for me.
How you NEITHER feel for me, NOR feel with me.

At such times I am glad to know,
That you are NOT there with me;
And will NEVER be.

Edited to suit.

Oh and there is suddenly so much load

Exams finally up the corner.... and just 11 days left to go home.
There is the excitement of going home and the fear of performing badly in exams coz i hav studied nothin. :(( GOD please help me out.

Why isnt my weblog at http://dybydx.blogspot.com

Well....
I got a bit frustrated by the fact tht i cudnt get my blogspot at tht address...but i went there just to see who was tht person who was as innovative as me in gettin ids...and guess wat...he happenned to be my senior from IIT Kgp.
I then sent him a mail and this is wat our conversation was like:

ADITYA :: Hi,
I am aditya marathe...facchaa MS hall
and on dc my nick is dybydx and also on mutter i post with the name dybydx
so i felt very sad when i dint get the ssame nick on blogspot..cos u had it...
anyways..bye :(

SENIOR :: Hi there,
Sorry for taking over your ID but I had it for days - not that I use
it too often :D - because I had not got any other ID. So carry on
blogging, use something like dzbydt or the like ...
Anyways nice knowing someone is actually as nerdy as I am when it
comes to thinking of IDs.
Your "LOVING" Senior ( P.S. Note the "LOVING" )

pH 7.21

Well..so a Junior next year again !! WHEW
So today was our hall allotment...finally...one of the most anticipated events of the year. I was allotted Patel Hall of Residence, and that will be it for the next 3 yrs. So this is the start of the raggin period for us...and I dont know how I will fare in my academic life...cos i've heard the cg drops after that...and I am 7.21 at the moment though.
So lets see what becomes.

Height of Masti

I mean it got too much today on DC++
All my block mates were online on DC++ and we were all just casually chattin in main room....
And suddenly they all got tempo to shoot out at me, and blasted me with dybydx..ur pregnent, wat happ., yeh sab kase hua...and stuff like that..and it was all fun to behave like one...but then it got too much..they all decided to come up to my room for a GPL (i dont need to explain GPL, do I??).... well..so i shouted..'yeh come up lets see..time for my gpl'.. and then suddenly an a$$ O Chanakya typed out somethin that cud hav got some me and someone else in big trouble..but god save..tht person also understood the foolishness of the chat-busting...and life saved thus....i got a shot on my jaw from so called Chanakya...Im not gonna leave him the next few days...!!!!

Load Mat Le Yaar

Yeh so how could I forget KD ??
He's tht kinda guy with tht kinda attitude.....Load mat le yaar
Like..he may not hav the solution ot everythin but he would neva say no to you when u ask for help. and everythin will happen peacefully.
Something to learn from him !!

Somethin very imp once u r at kgp...u must knw how to avoid load and how to stay peaceful...else u'll end up screwing up urself (like me).

Lost another grade

I seriously wonder wat i hav been doin here in iit...sometimes.
With each passin test, my grades are droppin down...even today i could not get the output.
Perhaps the person who dint get a seat because one seat was alloted to me here deserved it :(

Nobody's Home

The Integral
"Nobody's Home"
-- Avril Lavigne
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

What's the big deal ?

Livin in the arms of yourself..where does it take you?
Spread out..increase your dimensions.
I was walkin tonight on the Schol's Ave. without specs on my nose, without a watch on my wrist, without my cell phone even...and all the things seemed just the same, and the sounds were all the same, the smells were no bitter, the people were no strangers. A rain surely improves the conditions in which we live..in which we socialize. And a cup of hot choc. was just the right recipe in it. Thanks a lot I dint miss the most important thing..atleast not tonight.

Livin each day as if there wont be another.

This goes out to the ones who cant read and write
How lucky are those ppl who have their friends close to them..who go to college together in trains hanging.
They dont have to keep in touch through Yahoo Messenger how nice :)
This is the most mean way of keeping in touch..and ppl can be so rude over it and try to act too smart :(

So whom am I amongst?

Well....
To Tell you something about my friends...
I stay here at IIT kgp in a hostel dats called MS and most of my friends or rather I would say all of them stay in something called HJB. So it gets a bit borin alone in my room in this gigantic hostel . Here on my floor out of 38 guys who stay in this square shaped wing..there are barely 3 or 4 who are like close...dehati and anda and chintu
The others, my classmates and fellowmates from Mumbai are in that other hostel sudhu, var_man, savland and bacchaa. Sudhu is into music, var_man is into basky but these days even he has lost interest in it due to some other things in life (or should i say some1), bacchhaa is a bacchhaa and gets hypnotised by anything which has an IC in it..mostly a computer (he can be seen wherever there is a new computer). And i am into nothing. Simply Nothing. So that frustrates me a lot and bugs me hard in my ***. These days dehati and var_man are busy playin CS over the LAN (supposed to be used for academic purposes only). Dehati is sweet and fundoo, rather in his own words funky. Anda is a special person, should i say he is the life of our wing. With a corner room on the ground floor, his room often becomes a commonplace for all of us to meet. Chintu is his neighbour and he is in his own world at times (self assumed). None the less..all of us are good friends and i hope this continues. Savland is that person who has the art of cracking Pj's these days..and his sight is enuff to bring a smile on my face..he too stays in HJB.
I've got a few friends of the other gender too.. but most of them are just Hi.. Hello.. kinda ppl. One is a better friend i must say, but over and above all, most of our interaction occurs only through the computer network, and very less personally. This needs to improve.
So lets see where we all go from here...its just the end of the first academic year for us o'er here. We've got 3 more to go !!

Hi..so wats the Integral ??

Hi..so this is my first post.
Well..lemme explain the title The Integral

Life is made up of many tiny elements each of a size 'dx' (mathematically). These elements are infinite in number and very tiny in size. Life as a whole is an Integral of our actions over these tiny infinite elements. Even if one of these dxs is missing then our Life becomes discontinuous at that point, and as mathamatics says, the function of Life cannot be integrated. Our life becomes just a curve and nothing under it.