Today I had to !

Things seem to be so close yet so far...
Finally I was able to connect my html forms using php to a mysql databse..whew...and all it needed was for the Techguy to come to my room and change one word in the code. Anyways thats another dimension to it...wat about my own f00king life ...thts in bad bad situation..GOD pleas help. Im not knowing where to go and why...not knowing how to go and when...thts the whole problem...
And people come into my life and ruin that too!!!! How bad.
Bhak..I dont wanna say anything else..Me is a frust, makhaoo, guy!! Dats wat I am.